Thursday, 23 June 2011

This blog

I'm going to try and keep this blog for my tiredness related issues, and the other abdominal pains to the separate blog.

Ok - what's been happening recently.

I went to the GP last week and voiced my concerns about my over tiredness, achy joints and in fact I gave her a complete list of what the heck is going on with me - and before I could say anything she said I was depressed.

Seriously?
I have you - I am beginning to think she doesn't believe in CFS / Fibro. She comes across as dismissive even before she read the list!

Anyway, I walked away with another prescription of anti depression tablets not that I am taking them.
I am NOT depressed.

Anyway, I am off to see another GP on Monday and she is my last resort. I now have to research rhumatologists in the area to see if she can refer me to who I want to see.

Tomorrow, we have a busy day, I need to go to the library, as well as tattoo shop, shopping and generally lots to do tomorrow, since my dizzy spells have generally got worse I will be using my crutches and for once in my life, I will not care what I look like using them.

I bought them for the SPD while I was pregnant with twins because the Gp was useless and the midwife literally couldn't get me a pair, so I went and bought some - only was so self conscious I didn't use them - I even had a mobility scooter while shopping!

Anyways, I am quite a image conscious person and it will kill me tomorrow to be seen in public with a disability aid, but needs must and all. I have to give up caring what I look like and do what's best for me - and if that is stabilizers, Oops, I mean - crutches - then so be it!